dono wad to do...

dono wad to do sia..hav been thkin..shld i cont to wrk at bean????...a qn which i cnt ans till nw...n i nid tt ans b4 tis sat..shld i shld i nt????if i cont i cn pay my hp bill wif ease..if nt..slowly pay lor..bt ar...sign up for daiso..dun hav tt feelin will gt in..den i go bean dere oso sian diao yi da ban...so far..tot i cn tahan bt cnt..overestimate myself..saded..shld i cont or nt???..cn ani1 tell mi????..im fukin lost..