juz b4 i go in again..shall post it 1 more time..
juz realise my moral for training is getting lesser n lesser each day..dono y..
rite now i oso dono i training for wad..for e sake of completing bmt n pass out?..tts one...bt im nt ironman or ultraman..im nt a superhero...i cnt go on lyk tis..
i always ask myself tis qn whenever im free..hw am i gotta grind thru tis period?..wif my own willpower?..i dono..im nt sure of e ans...
no wonder my superiors has been stressing bout hw impt is to bring photos to camp..to boost ur moral during training..haiz...i thking..mayb i shall bring it..bt still in e end...i dun thk is appropriate...dammit..
hope cn tide tis period over..

ps: whr da hell am i gotta find it?...