Regrets..

Damage has been done....regrets has been felt..base on my 1 mistake..i hope that you are reading it for this cn explain much better then juz smsing with you..
cnt believe it right?..for 1wks back..i was saeing tht we could meet each other once again after my trip..but today...instead..i hurt you...destroying every single trust...
mayb you are right..i change alot in ns..mayb to the worse?..i do not know..
we only meet each other 1 time during my ns...and whn it was decided to be meet the 2nd time..i crush that chance with my own bear hands..dumb isnt it?
for the incident, i really sorry for what I've done to you during the time whn we knew each other...i nv learn anything for even i swear not to do it...i nv learn any lessons..
guess this is e end huh?...yea..you said we could be friends..but i juz cnt predict e future of us still continuing knowing each other..even as friends..maybe i will still be hurting you the fourth time,so i choose to get out of ur life totally...i dun wish to hurt you anymore...
when i think back on that fatal day..my mind was blank...i keep asking myself this question.."what's wrong with me?"....i nv got an answer out of it...never..
that 3 words....a graveyard for me bah..i guess...
and lastly..juz bcos i noe hw u felt...i decided i nido leave your life....u cn dun care..i dono...i dun wanna hurt you once again bcoz coz my actions..i do not wan the fourth time....that is the stand...

will not be posting for the next 1 month...sailing on a attachment trip..goodbye...and bye to you too...have a great life ahead =)